okay i lied, i decided not to blog about OBS. I think I do it better when I talk about it. Always feel as though i can pen down my emotions and experience as well as I narrate and talk about it.

I feel really contented with my life right now.
Right now, all I am doing is typing on this blog and listening to music, nothing more.
How rare it is for me to have a chance to simply do these two things and not have a worry in the world. I mean i obviously have lots of worries but at this moment, all the problems are temporarily shelved to the back of my head and I feel I can handle anything that comes my way.

Feeling at peace with yourself and the world is truly the definition of happiness to me. Don't think I can feel happy if I have all the material goods in my hands and a million other problems to settle. I also feel very blessed to be able to sit down with a laptop and a MP3 and the time for myself. Feel very blessed to be able to love and be loved and I'm not just talking about Douglas here. Suffice to say I think each and everyone of my friends have the chance to love and be loved and we are just not aware of it. So glad for each and everyone of my friends, especially people I keep close in my heart, people I still meet and talk to regularly and people who were there with me when times were hard.

Not sure if I have been a good enough friends but I do hope my friends know I care for them and they can always come to me if they face difficulties. I think as I grow older, I yearn for stronger friendships and I slowly resent the idea of making friends for the sake of it.

yay inner peace! (: